Hot Guys and Cupcakes

OK I am at Starbucks and there is this beautiful specimen of a man a few tables in front of me. He looks about 5'11, 195 solid, brown hair, stubble, blue eyes, and a nice butt. He looks like a guy who likes to watch cage fighting, football, dates skinny tall overly-tanned blondes, listens to Nickelback, Eminem, and has a secret affinity for the Beastie Boys. He could be a student, an autobody repair guy, or a salesman...who knows. I can guess that when he goes out he wears jeans, a tight Tapout t-shirt, and a faux-hawk. In the words of my friends and guys not like him....he is probably a massive douche. He also has beautiful teeth......wow. This is the type of guy that I look at from afar and would never talk to...not even when drunk because his "hotness" freaks me out. I am used to skinny, nerdy, white guys that are into video games, classical and Indie music, and RPGs. Is there really a type that we are assigned since birth and are doomed to be attracted to and attractive to? Soooo here is the weird part....looking at him makes me want a cupcake. I seriously now want a chocolate cupcake. Maybe this is my weird way of replacing feelings of Oh-lala for sweets. This might explain weight gain...hmmm.

Nom Nom Nom

So I haven't written in a while and not much has been going on. I am still searching for a job and am getting a little sick of doing so. I have been rejected and NOT answered by so many people I am becoming slightly depressed. I was also recently even been given the excuse of "not enough hours" by a daycare that made it seem like I had the job in the bag. Seriously employers...be honest! I am so sick of driving far away just to meet another dead end. Also, whoever said education is the way to get a job was full of crap. My graduate degree is more of a hinderance to getting a job than anything. Just because I am educated doesn't mean that I am above making coffee or data entry. The patheticness knows no bounds.

Other than this incessant bitching....there are a few bright spots. A good friend of mine is moving back to El Woods (poor her) and we are going to start training for a half marathon and a triathalon set for March  and May next year. The Tri doesn't look too bad and it is a 200 meter swim, 8 mile bike ride and a 2 mile run. I could totally do all that mess in a year while kicking ass and taking names. I have also be dieting and trying to cut out white foods since they are satan. I have found that by cutting those things out that I have more energy and my stomach has majorly shrunk. I had some bread on Saturday and it felt like a huge lump in my stomach and that was an icky feeling. I am thankful for that feeling because I don't like feeling that way. So I am making an effort to be healthy and I like it. Anyway, I hope I will be blogging about running soon...AHHHHHHH! I am a little scared of it, but we shall see.